The last two weeks have been spent trying to come up with the right words to explain such a loss. I have been back and forth in my grief and unable to find solace in the fact that she is no longer with us. Along with many other friends and family, we took an uncomfortable backseat to the pain that my sister and brother-in-law have endured and will continue to endure. At times like these, one can refer back to the unfairness of it all, that such loving and open-hearted people can have something so unfortunate happen to them. I can get eaten up in the anger of knowing that they are the last people you would ever want to be hurt by such a loss. It breaks my heart to see the pain of my closest sister, my most trusted of family, the matron of honor at my wedding, […]
In most of my travels, I’ve generally come in with a plan of a couple things I would like to see with some wiggle room for exploring. This was not unlike my most recent trip to Denmark. With such a range of activities available to us in Copenhagen, I found myself (with my husband and daughter) figuring out some of our favorite things by experimentation. The only thing we made sure to catch on a certain date was Halloween at Tivoli Gardens, other than that we let our level of energy and the weather decide on what we would go to next. In some cases, it was a comedy of errors, but even with that, we made some amazing memories in this city. DO… get to Christiania. DON’T… take photos on “Pusher Street”. Freetown Christiania in Copenhagen is basically government land that had been occupied and taken over by squatters […]
Together with my husband (Bryan “Peabe” Odiamar) and our friend (Jon Stuyvesant), we had shared some anger recently when we read an article in the Tribune about how 25 people were shot in a 14 hour period in Chicago. We were all born and raised there, in Chicago, and still violent even many years back. We were outraged. As the number kept growing this year, we considered the social climate of the city as we continued in our own daily lives outside the city. We wanted to do something, be active somehow, but also felt so removed from the issues being out of state. Jon Stuyvesant currently lives in Brooklyn, New York. He has worked in television for a variety of major networks including: NBC, ABC, OWN, TLC, A&E & MTV. As a documentary filmmaker Jon has worked on many award winning films and most recently completed Raising Bertie, a […]
My favorite brother because he’s my ONLY brother, “Bernie”, celebrates his birthday today and I just wanted to put it out there that I’m glad he’s another year older. He’s come out and visited us in California a couple times this year, but we all know it’s pretty difficult to have relationships with people from afar. He’s really such a softie when it comes to Evie. She loves her “Tito Boy” and I hope they can always have their silly connections. Time will tell, I guess.
The very first memory of my life was picking flowers in an open field as a gift for family. After discussing the details with my mom, I came to find out that the memory took place on my uncle’s land on a trip to the Philippines. I was two and a half years old, but the memory was so clear to me. As an adult, I know childhood memories don’t normally go back so early. A young mind usually does a memory dump around the age of four so most people don’t remember much before that. Maybe it is because we were able to time stamp that memory to a short three week span in my life that was spent doing something out of the ordinary, or maybe it was because that snippet of my life made such an impression on me. My parents both had emigrated from the Philippines in the ’70s. They created a family of […]
What’s not to love about out-of-state family weddings. Especially if you have a large family as I do. Of course, I miss them and I jump at most opportunities to see all of them, but weddings are on a different level for us. My family on my dad’s side has pretty large clusters of relatives all over. Chicago, Toronto, and southern California are some of the larger clans and I have early memories of traveling to these cities for different weddings throughout my life. My cousin, Sheena (on my dad’s side), moved to Seattle a couple years ago and I was so excited because it just happens to be where my mom’s family lives, and she doesn’t have much family stateside. Evie’s first time to this beautiful city was when she was about 2.5 years old, and she was excited to go back. It seems like forever since I’ve had some quality […]
So I’m currently out enjoying a little bit of a vacation in Seattle, and I feel can’t completely feel like I’m on vacation with other work just backing up. I thought it would be a great opportunity to share another photo post of some fun things that happened last month. With Evie on summer break, we have been spending a lot of time hanging out. Basically, I’ve been trying to find things to keep a little 4-year old active and burn off some of that unlimited energy that she has. It all has been both fun and exhausting, but we are also lucky enough to have some friends close by to help in the task. Evie has made some really close friends in her 4 years of life both in kids and adults, and they have been so great in sharing some of the exhaustion with me. As I just […]
I was lucky to have a surprise visit from my brother last month. He was really just in town last February for Evie’s birthday and I kinda gave him crap for not staying. He basically came to town only for the party and left soon after, so it was barely enough time to catch up with him at all. My brother, Josh (whom I call by his middle name, Bernie), is owner of a couple motorcycles back in Illinois and wanted to go ride somewhere new. He was lucky enough to have a couple days free from work and decided to see if he could arrange that time to ride around California for a bit. To be honest, I am a little jealous of that carefree life, so I got really excited when he told me his plans. Whether he wanted me to or not, I totally crashed the beginning […]
Quick shot out to my older sister, Judy, who had a birthday yesterday. Always a bummer to miss birthday celebrations back home in Illinois. Throwback photo from her wedding a long, long time ago.
I had recently received a tattoo that I feel has such a personal story behind it, and I knew I needed to write about the whole experience. As I gather my thoughts on it, I have found that (much like my time spent on moving forward on it) it was going to take a lot more than just one sitting to get it down. I have decided to split this up into 3 parts: Learning the history My own personal and ancient visual story and my photo story Deeper meanings behind my tattoo Hopefully, it will make sense why I have split all these up. These tattoos aren’t like the normal flash graphic on a wall, where one sees an image that means ‘mountains’ and says to oneself, “yeah, I like mountains… this is for me.” There is a larger story that is missed, I feel it’s something one needs to […]